prob use english in daily conversation

Hi everyone, sorry before this I did not update this blog.. he.. he

Firstly, I want said `selamat hari raya ‘to all my friend and anyone who knows myself. Erm.. Include if the heart is actually lazy to write this blog because I've got work I had to write this blog for the sake of all responsibilities as a student but it is not a difficult thing for me. Well go back to the assignments given by lecturers of our classmates this week asked to write what is my problem in using English in daily conversation. Erm..Want answer to not hehehe… definitely need to reply. Well for myself I have a few reasons why I’m difficult to use language everyday in my life. Firstly, it is the nature of my own that is shy and afraid to communicate in the English language. Not had not occurred or did not crave to communicate first language in the world this may be because I brought up in village so to communicate language this quite difficult because among villager that just talking language Malay only. Apart from that, I fear being laughed by friend if mistaken say word that are quite hard to say him, sometimes sentence that mentioned sound different and wrong the reference. Second problem is that I not so good in language subject English may be this either factor why I do not use language this in my daily life. Sometimes I no confidence to communicate English with others this is because I know myself is not very good to speak English. All right, that last my problem not use first language in the world this is because myself lazy to communicate in language English. However I want scrape idle sense this so that I more striving master language English this. I hope someday I will be successful master language global in the world…okay that all

chaiYok2x..hazirah you can do it!!

[FULL]CNBlue - 외톨이야 (I'm a loner) MV

i m loner

(I'm a loner. I'm a loner.
I'm a loner. I'm a loner.)

Look, look at me, me. Look at me straight in the eyes.
Look, you are already look at elsewhere.
Check it one two three, you only keep looking at the clock.
You don't have to tell me. I know you got someone else.


(Rap)
You've been meeting someone else often lately.
You don't even call me first anymore.
When you are with me, you would only look at the sky even if a day is a second long.
Oh~ I know your mind. The distance between you and I.
Getting farther and wider. We are no better than strangers.


# oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts.
Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.
one two three four five six seven night, I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake.

(Rap) If you had just told me honestly
that you got someone else. That you hate me.
Then I wouldn't have hated you to death.
check it one two three. Remembering your words, they are all silly lies.

# Repeat

Love is going. Love is leaving.
(One person and one love. Everything that I've been used to)
I should erase you after tonight.
(Yes, I should force myself to erase you. I should do so since you abandoned me)
(Gone Gone my love is gone)


I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner hurt by love and waiting for love.
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight, I want this to be a dream.
Oh no no no no no body knows, no body knows me.
one two three four five six seven night, I'm crying passing many nights awake.